Staying at home, yoga at home

Hi blog, 

I am following another yoga Youtube channel recently. 

It helps me to understand correct way of breath is important to lift up our limbs and body.

This yoga teacher Jamey is also good at teaching on the method step by step patiently. 

My goal is to do handstand yoga pose with my own strength.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRYmGvRGFTuQXxnd-aCupbw

Hope one day I will do this.👊

Finished 1 Korean Drama - Squid Game

Squid Game is a fantastic Korean Drama which describes the humanity reality. 

It made me to watch all 9 episodes (each around 45 minutes) within 3 days.

Childhood game in Korean is killing participants who are greedy.

It grows into my eyebrow

Only conquistador can be alive, loser is killed. 

It's a thrilling yet cruel action drama

If you're lack of self esteem and greedy enough, you'll be set into this trap.

Your mind controls your body.

 

Trailer of the drama

Nowadays I am following a yoga youtube channel which speaks on Mandarin and guides each step in slow pace.  It's Yue Yoga which strongly introduces Vinyasa yoga. It helps me to build my flexibility and balance.

1 booked has been unlocked - 人性的弱点 (Weakness of Human Nature)

 Ever since being a mother for a cheerful son and work from home, 

me time has been reduced to none. 

I had bought lots of books online and placed them neatly in the bookshelf

Last week, I had finished one book finally. 

 

This book is philosophy type, which is talking about how to treat others in a way that they will treat you back and it will be benefit to you in the end

If you need a person to have attention to your problem, you're not only complaining to him.

You need to lend your ears to look out for his need/wish, 

so that he will borrow his ears to you in return.

This moral was taught since I was being a kid in school, however, who will use it in a wise manner in future? 

By reading to book, it makes me refresh my moral class and learn how to treat others.

It teaches me to write down diary to help myself to learn from my wrongdoings. 

I wish I could do it always.

 Summary of this book:

1. Give praise to others sincerely

2.Don't force others to admit their wrongdoings

3. Relationship is started since you're contributing your time/money/concern

4. No one will give their interest to your thought unless you give yours first to others

5. Remember name of each person is giving a kind of honor towards the person

6. Having a good impression by neat appearance is very important

7. Listen more, talk less, even when you want to talk, first talk about his interest instead of yourself

8. Read more books to strengthen your mindset

9. Don't forget to apply the theories in daily basis whether in doing business/working under manager/working with colleague/staying with anyone in the same roof

10. Use your mature attitude & altitude to overview on something, not by prejudice

Covid-19 has been around us for 2 years

Today my mum just told me that my aunt (the youngest uncle) was infected with Covid-19. 

She went to Government Hospital for routine health checkup, in the end, she had loss of smell & taste. Next, she bought a self test kit to check, it turns out to be positive. She rushed to check in more detail test in clinic. She was confirmed by the clinic that she got Covid-19, needs to be quarantine for 12 days.

When I listened to my mum, a hard feeling was uncovered and I started to check my dad's whereabouts. He always goes out to his loving temple which I am afraid of even during loosen MCO period. MCO stands for Movement Control Order in Malaysia whereas CB - Circuit Breaker in Singapore.

I was just worrying if he will be contacted with someone who had Covid-19 and he has no idea how this can be avoided. As a daughter, I kept educating them to be careful and avoid to go out unnecessarily. However, old folks are totally too bored and don't care about it, they only said who had Covid-19, the number of positive cases kept increasing, in a way they still go out for a reason. 

I have a baby who is just 15 months, I am really afraid the baby who is still small enough, can't take this risk to be infected. Am I a nervous mother? I hope I am not. 

My son was just discharged from hospital due to virus infection (mycoplasma), he had high fever for almost few days. I should be rational and persistent, not going back to visit my parents ever since they go out for no valid reason. 

 

We should stay at home and safe from Covid-19. If it really comes to us, please stay strong as it's also inevitable.

Yoga

https://youtu.be/uj1ObOc_fqI

From now on

Yoga is my daily practice

Let body healthier

Let beauty lasts longer

Keep sickness far far away

Positive energy starts kicking off

Know yourself better

This whole week I can't sleep well

Have difficulty on sleep if having caffeine drink

Since can't sleep

Tonight do a self checking, not body checkup, just ask myself

Who am I ?

What do I like ?

What do I dislike?

Come, since this is a brand new start of 2017 , let's do it together.

My weakness :
1.
2.
3.
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.
.
..
...
10.
Seems uncountable

My strongness :
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.

What should I change :
1. To be calm always, don't do any decisions when you are in angry madness
2. Don't always say ok even when you are not ok
3. To be more and more confident
4. To have better presentation on my own feeling, don't hide anymore
5. Don't always think that others will think the same as mine, need to consult their opinion and understand them.
6. Everyone will do wrongdoings, so am I , forgive myself is forgiving others as well
7. Be brave to find my happiness, don't live for others, live for yourself


Perhaps this year should be wiser and happier and be contented always.

Don't follow other's footsteps, it won't suit you as you only know which shoes suit your feet

Don't reject others easily as you don't know them well enough. Who knows ?

Goodnight my dear diary.

I promise I will continue to visit you always from now on.

I love Zumba Party 20170207

 This is a Zumba Party in Capitol Piazza, City Hall.

Toilet mirror : clean and clear

My Zumba accompanion, my bff

Dancing is making lots of fun for us. 2 hours dancing is tiring yet exciting. Bring up our spirit and energy boost up. Love it so so much <3 If you are free, you can register to have fun and release yourself.  Don't care to be laugh, just dance with your own sensation. 

2017^^Rooster Year

20170205 ;) Today is chor 9, an Hokkian Lang big day during Chinese New Year.  Since I am not, but also can feel the happiness on this day, being awaken by firecrackers:) The sound of firecrackers stands longer, means that the better luck for this brand new start of the year. This is one of the tradition that I learnt since I was young. I prefer childhood Chinese New Year, one of reason is the reunion of all family members and cousins, uncles and aunties. The older I am, the less people that around me except my mum n dad. They will always by my side whenever I need. I think this is the time for me to have my time on blogging. Hahaha. For this new year, I have lots of missions to complete and get myself healthier for supporting them and feed them well. wish everyone around me are healthy , world become peaceful, less fight between power and money. During this year, I have planned my wishlist, greatly hope my wish list can be fulfilled one by one or two by two.... New Zealand is one of the wish list that I would surely go this year. I want to do yoga on this beautiful land.  No more excuses. Just go explore the beauty of world. My dear phoebe, this is your life, you only live once, please enjoy it to max that you can! You surely can draw out your own story from that. No worry be happy. Go for it. Know yourself well, be yourself confidently. Never lose hope.

Sharing#1

Recently saw some post from social media are complaining about working life

Some are writing about the hard and unhappy working

Some are complaining at the salary is under expectation

Just want to share to you all

Money is a way to push you up and it also can drag you down

Don't be poor with money

To be rich with love and money

Build your life in a way you enjoy and

See the life you've lived when you're in future.

==My working life is started for 3 months==

It's been really long time ago when I come into this blogger site.

In a sudden, I have a strong feeling to write down my feeling during these 3 months.

I am undergoing to be a real adult since I graduated from my University this year.

This year really is a meaningful year for me. It 's been tough sometimes, and sweet sometimes as well as struggling sometimes. Early in the year, I am struggling on completing my final year project for my last semester in UTM. During the middle of the year, had a marathon travel with my dearly friends from Southern to Northern of Malaysia and been traveled to Vietnam Ho Chi Min which has a place which I would like to travel one more time named Dalat. After travelling for more than 2 weeks, being relax in the my home sweet home in the meantime find job as graduation is equal to unemployed. I am quite lucky that I can be given offer in a short period. I was under struggling as well for this offer as there are too many details I need to give it consideration.

In fact, finding and getting a job is really tiring, need to consider too many aspects which I have to meet by myself. Needa to do research, ask for opinions as I was still a newbie in this field. Since I'm going to work in Singapore, I need to find accommodation. The accommodation websites in Singapore are  roommate, facebook group - 新加坡最大的房间出租和工作群 , ibilik ,狮城网 and so on.
Now I can admit how useful of the IT products and applications nowadays.

Within 2 days, I managed to get a suitable yet clean room. Quite satisfied with it truly.

I have been through from study life to a reality world. I am a still a little girl as I am 20smt in age currently.

Happy moment always doesn't last forever. It's time to face every single thing which I like and dislike.

I'm blessed to have a bunch of friends supporting behind me, they are like my family who care me, help me whenever I need. Having my friends who accompanied me to interview, find room, do body checkup, do working pass and buy the essential things. Thanks to all these people who had given me their precious time and care.

During these three months, I do have mixed feeling. I am still a new fresh graduate. I have lots of things to learn, hands-on, and really need to do as an engineer. FYI, I am a system engineer. However, so far, whoever I meet in this new place is still quite nice to me. I don't have time to regret what I've done and decided before. I just can have my time to learn all those things that are fresh to me like freshly baked toast. Every work does have its difficulty.
ps: I am still be afraid to meet client personally ><

I am still under way to create my knowledge on this field. Today, I had a short yet great talk with a colleague who has given me some positive energy.

Don't let fear to get your potentiality hidden behind.

#Diary

Why am I here again?

Yes, It's quite frequent I come back to here

Since it's  2 months break before internship

I had promised myself to study books about fyp (final year project)

Yes, I had nearly finished 1 book 

but there is 2 books

Feel boring to continue seriously

AS it takes up highly motivated determination to go on

I wish to complete my fyp soon

It always comes to my sleepy and no-mood emotion

as facing the books

Fortunately there are still friends delighting my boring holidays sometimes

Maybe sometimes chit-chatting outside with closed friends do help in adding colors in your grey day

And today there is 1 song from 933 fm was attracting me to explore it

here it is : 

The mv of this song is quite attractive 

As listening and watching, this song may let you relax a lot

Nick Vujicic

Since I have been lost long way from this little space that I used to type down something in my life

tonight I plan to use half an hour to leave my little thought. <^^>

Why I would like to write blog now?

It's about a book that is full of inspiring quotes and stories of a noble man

who has no limbs and no arms

I bet mostly people have some ideas about him 

through facebook, twitter, and other social medias

I claimed that I have some ideas about him but I don't really mean to know more about his stories

Even I bought this book and read it bit by bit

stopped read a while and grabbed it again once I have mood on reading his book

that's how I read a book

After I  use all my spirit to finish it today

I find out that I am really inspired by his stories, his noble ideas towards the world, his rightful mindset

He is a man who has huge imperfection physically once he is given birth

He had thought on giving up himself and committed suicide in bathtub 

Because he was teased by his classmates or being looked in another sight by anyone who saw his body at first sight

Once he was determined to die and get freedom from the sight of outsiders

the first thought in his mind is how would his family especially parents feel

Hence, he pull himself up and try to get up by his own strength 

His strong mindset tells him never give up, you can make it

He really means it

He'd really done it and shown us his brave and unconditional love to the ones in the world

Don't ever get upset over trivial matters 

Don't ever look down on your own

Don't ever being affected by others' judgements

Just follow your heart

When you're in storming circumstance, no one can help you

All you have to do is to tell someone that you think she/he can listen and give you concern as well as give you support 

You must get back from where you've fallen on your own

Don't ever think that it's impossible to do 

Just do it as you can do and you can believe it

That's the way you are 

Don't change for someone , just for yourself

Do good for others

Do help others who need your aid

Try to stop teasing people that makes negative effect towards society

Do applause for others and give encouragement for them 

A single encouragement will give someone hope  

Don't be stingy on giving others hope

This is gonna be my guideline in my life

Perhaps it will give you a better tomorrow and so on

Chinese version of  this book  by Nick Vujicic

Even though I still don't have the chance to attend his presentation 

but I really feel like I was there listened to every single words from his mouth about his life 

What a touched video for me which the words are embrace my every upset with every warm hug

Never give up 

Life is full of hope

You can choose to be happy or to be angry

#Diary without date

During this semester break , I can't say that I have bundle of experiences with me in working sector.

However , I did learn something.

That is another page of my life.

I'd been through swallow alley and broad road.

I didn't go abroad to absorb the air in different sky,but I went through reality.

I can't deny that I am a girl who would smile to everything but show the real feeling by nature without hiding.

Well ,  I did have lovely colleagues whom we share stories 

but mostly I am the one who listens to their stories.

In fact , I am still bring L (luck) coming from my mummy's tummy.

Though I am not rich , but I still can pursue my uni-life without worrying too much on cost.

During my working , that was a Friday and I was called to give relaxing activity to the daycare children.

I let them to play by themselves because I don't know to plan game. hahaha 

There's an retired female teacher who is waiting for her husband finishing chores and going back home together.

In the meanwhile , we chatted in a way we're alike mummy and daughter.

She shared her love story and life experience to me.

I don't know why her phrase can truly moved me , but I am absolutely agree to her kind of living spirit and the way she treats everyone and her husband.

I would like to continue my life journey to achieve anew style of life.

She gives me deep encourage.How a wonderful perfect angel add appetizer to my life. haha

Life quote #not being angry to somebody or something easily which will only mistreat myself

Sing k together in a Saturday

Last day with a kiss goodbye 

This is the one whom I like to talk to

Being loved by this lovely and sweet couple

2 guy colleagues who are alike in certain way

This is the kid who loves to be sayang.hahaha

Met up with these 2 funny yet friendly girls. Wish them best luck in future

School holiday activity in tuition center

Like these 3 clever students with their attitude

We had lunch together in an afternoon. Still remember the funny chat regarding to Korea beauty

My little kids with innocent heart and they have to be nurtured prefectly

I like the smile from this angel.hahaha

After being a teaching , I still love to study more to enhance myself

sometime have a sudden thought to act like model.lol.need more exercises

A gift which makes my day.I love chopa ( one of the characters in one piece)xd

How I wish to be a little kid again. There's a sound in my heart telling me that I am still young enough.lol ^^

Learnt in experience

I have a happy news to share here

I get my first 4 flat in my 4 semester 

I never thought of getting this high grade in my result before

It's amazing and shocked as I was checking it in Roost

And the the first people who saw this is my beloved bffs

Even they show congratulation to me 

I just would think the result grades are only between A- and A

when I saw it really on my eyes

It let me shout out loud 

I have proved it that I can do it

btw with the best lectures from lecturers 

I do really love this semester lecturers

Okay, I've trusted I don't have the so-called luck in both ends

When there comes luck in one side ,

the another side is sure lack of luck

I found out I would get luck in finding a part-time job

but I can't deny that it's time to gain my experience in holidays

I am too naive to trust stranger easily without firm determination and best calculation

feel like getting cheated

but fortunately I have my friends who helped and gave me the support to say no to this kind of business

Thanks god!

It's a good experience for me to face this real world 

Don't being too honest outside your world

Simple is loved

Last day is my last test in 4th semester

During those past days 

I've been doing chores in house

actually it's not easy to be a cooker at house

far more than I imagined

buy ingredients

prepare ingredients

cook ingredients well

clean house

wash clothes

dry clothes

Not simple, but yet tough

Due to her absence in the house

I don't want eat outside

I have to depend on my hands and of course internet

to search for recipes

ps : luckily the dinners were not overcooked

fortunately sometimes learnt from mum when she is cooking

Met up with mum today

she is still same as usual

likes to kidding and chatting

luckily her leg sickness has been recovered from working

It may sound weird , right?

however it's true

I was jubilant

Maybe we should look at the good side of everything

albeit we're facing everything

I just want to have a simple life

 I do hate somebody

I do dislike them

but we're bonded

Learnt from a drama

If you don't step forward 

How to have future?

(你不踏前一步，怎么会有前途呢？）

I love this quote very much

Hope you like it too

AHhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

My mummy has been going to SG for working

Left me alone at home

Feel lonely and sick 

What the hell????!!!

Shit 

Sick in the skin sickness

Seek in the mummy's care

She is not by my side now

Can't control my negative emotion now!!!

Can anyone give me some positive energy ?

I need it right now!

Diary #6

During this weekend 

our major - computer network lecturer organized an explorace 

which has game stations for participants in groups

There were 6 game stations

which would stated need 1 member or 2 members to participate in the game

Starting from 1st clue

we had left behind far from other groups 

due to the difficulty in understanding the 1st destination we should head for

Finally we met our lecturer who was kind to give us direction

oh gosh!

We are the last group reached the room

1st station - use the networking knowledge to complete puzzle

we were late but we completed it in quite a fast pace without getting answer from lecturer

actually 1 answer  = each members in that group should give RM2

We say no to corruption definitely 

2nd station - configure the network address 

unfortunately we sent wrong member to answer this question

as she didn't focus on this topic

we had been left behind again 

finally we sent another member to solve it

but the bad news is we are gonna to lose 20minutes behind after the whole games

We still keep our spirit that "don't give up"

After that we were on the trail to complete the game quickly

I played 2 game stations

Fortunately  these 2 games , I managed to calculate in faster rate while my another game mate do the checking part

 I like this challenge

Even the game helper felt unbelievable that we can finish in such short time

Unexpected we are the third group entering the final destination

As other friends said that we won the third prize

we were shocked and pleased

However , actually we couldn't step in the third place

due to the 2nd station where we had used the wildcard to send a helper to solve question

we get penalty that let our time being added 20 minutes more

thus , even we were the 3rd group finished all the games

but we can't win 

At that moment

I did feel upset

but never mind

It's okay

as long as I did my best to shorten the distance we were dragged behind

I was contented with our performance

"Don't give up" is my current inspiration

=If you  give up , you are loser=

Watching drama all the day long during saturday.

Today need to buck up in preparing my tests.

  

Diary #5

Monday - げつようび

おはよう

Inhale positively , exhale negatively

This phrase is special to me

During past Saturday and Sunday 

I attended short course in UTM

No matter how 

I just manage to be with my mummy on Mother's Day

Happy Mothers' Day 

Although it's a bit late to post

but I still want to mention my mum is my closest wholehearted friend

Although there're plenty of dissatisfying  things do happen starting from my Uni life

but I still appreciate and grateful to have you be my side

that's why I am still single now

I am not lack of this warm feeling in my heart

But I still know I need to have a boy to accompany me somehow I need it 

Nvm , I will be awaiting for it

This coming week

need to-do-list :

assignements ++

presentation

tutorial

quiz

skillbase test

Real-time CCNA Explorace

I bet I won't have enough sleep this week

I won't be free for these two weeks

hahaha

Smile to them , Say hi to them

Say hi to my coming study week (26/5)

Ganbatte ne!!!!

I can't be beaten by this heavy stroke

How I wish all of these can be skipped and straight away jump to Final test

Today 

Attending my last Japanese 1 lesson in this semester

My beauty Japanese Lecturer is going to leave  UTM this week

She is going to have a blissful marriage with her love 

Starting anew in her hometown

Feel sad that she will no longer teach us Japanese next sem

Feel happy that she has found her truly love 

せんせい , けっこん おめっでとう ございます

(Teacher , Congratulation for your wedding )

きれいせんせい ， ありがとう 。

Online fb ,

Clicking on this article 

these description has 80 % describing myself truly

I can't deny  "水瓶座的孩子总是在犹豫，渴望有人陪，可自己骨子里要求自己不准这样做。"

Keep my way up the trail

Keep my pace steadily and robustly

【水瓶座】

水瓶座，为了友情和爱情能达到一个无法想象的极限，不抛弃，不分开，哪怕不是对方的爱，但是也不纠缠，厚道直白的水瓶座纵使有太多的软弱，也抵不住它天生悲观的使者角色，如果你爱上水瓶，你得到的会是平凡的温暖和永远的爱，如果你不爱水瓶，水瓶会在静默中给予你想要的自由和未来。

水瓶座的人，笑起来是个孩子，冷起来是个谜。一抹温婉纯真的笑容就能掩盖一颗多愁善感的心。对于感兴趣的事情抓住不撒手,执着的可怕。对于不感兴趣的人没表情,连装也难。拒绝一切装的人事物。性格敏感,占有欲强烈,缺乏安全感而有依赖感。喜欢胡思乱想,过份回忆过去沉浸悲伤难释怀。自责心令人汗颜。水瓶女是很容易患得患失的，特别是在晚上容易抽风，抽的很厉害…

每到晚上就会变成林黛玉，感性的要死。想 难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己 冒险，就是爱上一个人。因为水瓶永远也不知道，自己全身心的投入，最终会换来什么。这就像是一场轮盘赌，水瓶明知可能会输，但又忍不住想投身其中。其实，水瓶真正需要的，并不是赌赢，而是一个能令水瓶收手的人。因为最终征服水瓶的人，会令水瓶失去爱其他人的能力

水瓶座的孩子总是在犹豫，渴望有人陪，可自己骨子里要求自己不准这样做。因为太爱对方，不想让对方讨厌，所以，T瓶子们想让对方觉得自己并不在乎，装的很无所谓。于是最后瓶子们真的失去了。然后，一个人默默的承受许多许多，却依然装作无所谓，却后悔那些在乎没有告诉对方。

水瓶最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何去表现。

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五月五日

这是一天马来西亚的最重大的日子

一早八点就起身

洗脸，刷牙，换衣

连早餐都不吃

就去我家对面准备默默地，勇敢地想要用自己神圣的一票

投向自己觉得值得的那边

这两天回家都一直守候在电脑前面

不是在做ASSIGNMENT

而是在跟进最新政治动态

作个大马人民的一份子

我们都应尽自己的使命去决定我们国家的未来

而不是为了金钱利益

去出卖自己的良知

把票给卖了

这实在太没公德心了

一大早

我看到的是排得长长的人龙

顶着大太阳在路边排队

兴致高昂地向投票站前进

汗流侠背也不放弃手上的那一票

为的是

要一个公正，公平的国家

而结果

却让人神共愤

异常停电，一场突袭的停电

让蓝队肮脏地多了3百++ 票

天理何在？

人民的心声得不到伸张

大家只能在网络上以臭骂来发表自己的心声

我也不例外

大部分朋友们都换profile picture为黑色
以示黑暗的大选
甚至我台湾的朋友都换了
这以示着外国人也为我们加油

看到半夜十二点

就已不想再看TV8了

越看越觉得这次选举是黑暗的

抢票，护送外来不知名的幽灵选民，停电

买票，请吃，送演唱会票

大家都已看不过眼了

你赢了

又怎样

我相信

会有另一个magic 把它变回光明

坚信着

加油

各位

民联领袖

我相信你是行的！

Diary #4

Busy busy busy on studying , assignments , and lab skill base 

For last week , I have worked out all my time for this so-called "essential" element in every semester

This is called Uni-life 

Btw 

I had great time with One Piece movies

During releasing my tense 

I  was overwhelmed in the Luffy's character

A little boy who has dream and pursues his dream bit by bit

without single cowardliness

Normally the one who is brave might has simple thinking

and aims for the only one ambition in his life

How I wish to have simple life like in the carton movie

But reality is real in fact

can't deny that I hate to see the reality

1st of May should be one day I could rest and lay down on bed 

However I was stuck in my homework 

Oh my god

All my friends went to sutera mall to enjoy the spirit of UBAH

while I have no idea of  this news

hahaha

new feeds in fb was filled with the photo and quotes about the politic leader's show-up

Around 70k people attended and squeezed in sutera field

and prepared for UBAH the country

wow!

My spirit goes with you although I was not there 

The hottest topic in town lately is the politic news in Malaysia

Normally everyone will keep silent during this period

while this 2013 year will be totally different for Malaysian citizens

May a better Malaysia can be leaded 

All we wish is only a peace and fair election

either lose or win

don't get agitated

face it wholeheartedly 

5 May 

vote wisely

To be a responsible Malaysian resident

がんばでください

おやすみなさい

Good night 

cut my fringe  today , not for 5MAY ...hahaha