Can I find the right and suitable way I go??????

which road I have to step in ???

this is a new stage for me

try to go far away from here

HOW FAR u are~how fast U are

pursue the future in all the way

wish the any decisions are right for me~

the road I'm not sure

the way I am

the place I live 

the hobby I like

the smile I'd longing

the happy I were

the peace I need

the way is the way

my life is turning upside down

I still want to follow my feeling

I still need some time to 

live up my life

I feel like to cry out

I feel I'm a loser

 I have to meet “the reality is cruel”