FAIL to find the faculty & school~

still one more day left

my deadline is near to my door

it's knotty

till now 

I am messy

still can't figure out any COLLEGES I want go

which faculty I want TO PURSUE

who can help me find out 

the standard quality we need to enter U

I've no idea==

but I still remain as comfy as I could 

I don't want like the others

others were very nervous abt that

But I DON'T CARE!

I don't want to worry abt the crappy result~

I just find the direction I liked~

during the past day

there's a dream popped out in my mind

But I think it won't be reality

 

LET THE REALITY BE MY LIFE SOMETIMES~

tomorrow is a bright day with the last paper ....lalala

chemistry paper 1 is the last paper for 2010 STPM

it's a bright day for tomorrow

there's many activities on the way

the most prior thing for me is to cut hair
 hair is too thick
after cut hair then join you all...
a nice day for tomorrow~!

today math is died ady .... feel so remorseful for teacher .... CAN'T pass le T.T

I had studied all the chapters in math

this is the first time and last time to complete all the 8 chapters in math paper 2

But it seems like useless ...

OMG....

math is the worst paper 

I didn't do much exercise 

just study 

but still need 2 days to complete

coz I am too stupid

put all my concentration on it 

still can't do it...

oh no....

who can help to steal the paper and tear it ?

I don't want see the result la... 

math math math 

at least give me pass it 

really wish I can pass this subject...

god pray me ....

 this is the last 2 paper le

please give me easier ones ...

Looking forwards the coming holidays =)

I like holidays with adventure

lying on the nature ground 

speaking whatever I want talk with you 

seeing the blue sky with clouds 

looking the dark sky with twinkle stars 

is it a illusion or a dream?! ha

just imagine how my coming holidays undergoing

I choose to play only 

you guys discuss ba...

I trust you all can do it well ... haha

 pass the buck to you guys ... don't blame me la 

 I want jogging in holidays le

getting fat and fat , omg==

I want play too ... 

the only fun is playing 

I want go singapore orchard road

I want take photosss

who want accompany me ?....

haha

I almost forget my NS friends 

have to ask them to come out and having a gathering 

after 16 th of DEC ... 

I would enjoy my beautiful life during these holidays ...

don't think too much le , study first ....

study study study ....

jia you jia you ....

have a pleasure holidays ya ...

the 3 left papers are waiting me ....

I want to beat you papers 

let me become haggard with ghostly eyes and face

grab the precious time to do maths ....

math a , please give me the feeling to be with you... 

笑一笑

1.我平胸我骄傲，我为国家省布料。

2.失败是成功他妈，那我已经有很多妈了，可一个怀孕的也没有。

3.要不是老师说不能乱扔垃圾,不然俄早把妳扔出去了。

4.人生就像打电话，不是你先挂，就是我先挂。

5.长寿秘诀 —— 保持呼吸，不要断气。

6.因为以前太掏心掏肺了，所以搞的现在没心没肺。

7.晚上不要讲鬼故事，因为人爱听，鬼也爱听。

8工资就像大姨妈，一个月一次，一周左右就没了。

9.亲爱的，你可得一定要相信我啊，我连坐船都头晕，更何况是脚踏两只船呢？

10.代沟就是，你问老爸:你觉得《菊花台》怎么样？老爸想想说:没喝过~~~~

11.请不要叫我宅男，请叫我闭家锁；请不要叫我宅女，请叫我居里夫人。

12.老板，给我来碗内牛满面....

13.我喝水只喝纯净水，牛奶只喝纯牛奶，所以我很单纯......  

14.人和猪的区别就是：猪一直是猪，而人有时却不是人!

15.爷爷说：周杰伦出家一定是个好和尚，因为他念的经实在太好听了……

16.五毛和五毛是最幸福的 因为他们凑成了一块。

17.或许有一天，当你披上婚纱的时候，我已披上了袈裟。

18. 刷牙是一件悲喜交加的事情，因为一手拿着杯具，一手拿着洗具。

笑笑没烦恼！！！

考数学考到要崩溃了～
昨天十点躺在床上 ， 滚到一点才睡得着==
我弟弟还很厉害地帮我解压
他知道我很紧张。。哈哈
我们还讲到笑到肚子痛。。。笑到眼泪飙。。。
不过
我很紧张很压力
怕不及格
可是又不能做什么 :'(
婷啊，不要压力叻！！！
可以不要去想吗？
失眠了。。。
数学是我最紧张的一科。。。
11a.m. 考完，虽然会轻松，但是心还是怕怕
怕自己的答案错==
那颗石头还是没有被移开。。。
刚刚才想到我又做错了一题。。。
很多分都没了==
撞墙算了～

breakfast with sisters ...woohooo...nice !!! strength for fighting...

morning!!!
8.30a.m. ++ , I am lazy to wake up ==
start from exam , I only stay until 1.00 a.m. and could barely have a sleep ...
last night also same
though I was tired , but still couldn't fall asleep ...
omg ... nearly become a ghost with black eyes
who can help me to sleep earlier ...
back to the breakfast topic
there's only 5 girls to sampat there ... esp our lovely , sampat driver , ee
haha

menu

wall with special lamps

the cake I don't know the name ... but very tasty ...yummy!

teng's order : crunchy bread with teh

ee's order : half-boiled egg bread with teh ice

fong's order : meat floss bread with hot chocolate

xin's order : hot chocolate

qian's order : half-boiled egg and cheese bread

teng with qian ^^

whey , long time no see our pics ady

see qian's hair is longer d , play fool together

see our lovely driver ..her hair is long ady

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my ee and qian babes have met together finally...

qian , xin and fong babes are here...=)

xin , fong and ee ...

 my sze ee babe is back ...woohoo

last but not least , start my fighting

I found out that we've lots to chat but not enough time for us every time ><
hope there's a trip for us la ... really hope so
the breakfast shop is an ancient cafe called ' toast n toast ' which is in perling
food and drink and atmosphere are nice oh~
there's plenty type of breads and deserts
after eating , we accompanied our qian qian to do her job
next thing I want do is fighting with the most terrible difficult mathematic le
haiz...hope I could pass la...pray for me ~!
I don't want think too much and concentrate on my study first...!
jia you ...Lo ( there's still strength for you to meet the next papers )
there is one more week for you buck up le.... have to work very very hard....
smile =)

all PA paper are finished XD

I had finished this paper which I spent quite long time to study this paper ...
I 'd been left this subject behind for one year since I knew I have to take this paper
actually PA is almost the same as sejarah paper 1 in form 5
but PA in stpm is difficult to score
I have no interest in this subject
only study groups for giving me a chance to understand "it's only depend on your feeling to do this"
haha 
I had taken 3 days to finish all the PA reference book
but it seems useless on exam paper...haiz ...
within 1 hour and 15 minutes , I had finished  the 60 questions 
coz I don't have mood to figure out which answer is the best for each question
only have some confidence on the calculation part
the dasar - dasar ,I really don't know which one is the dasar
btw , I had tried to understand those that first time I used all my concentration there and is the last time to understand it ...ha ..no any regret feel for the paper ... math is coming ><
today as I saw the sea in Danga Bay , more calm mood , think better things ... 
today I went to meet a woman and asked a job ...
but the job gives too low salary for me le ... 
I want higher salary and work with my friends 
suddenly feel that if I don't work with you , there's no other time for us to be together le
grab the chance to work with you , see I am cherish the time with you de ... =) 
had a chance to meet a new friend too she is a nice friend ...
glad to meet you  and be my friends...

there's a surprise notice today ....

quite far I am living in my own world without seeing any news happened surround me
I was a rotten bread le
suddenly , I noticed a news which I am interested
there's a charity cooperation which helps the poor and weak ones , called 慈济
actually , there was a friend who had introduced it to me before
there should be adults ' business ba
however , there's an old  granny aged 79 who has her health problem
still wants to contribute her own little aid to the charity
everyday she would start her 'work' to collect recycled materials
though her body can't cope with her daily 'work'
but she is stubborn to do it and yet feel grateful and glad to see the ones who get her help
she is an active student who is really can't get to know every single words esp chinese words in the Buddhist Scripture she loved
though her road is hard with many obstacles , she still is willing to learn knowledge as long as she can
I love this granny more than my own grandmother
this granny is a hardworking great woman whom I am impressed
she never gives up , she use her own strength to learn in her different way ...
daily asking her friends about the meaning of the scripture
within one year period , she finally could understand the whole words in the Buddhist Scripture
sometimes , she uses her knowledge to give advices to the ones who were in worse conditions
her useful advice has lead the ones to pull themselves together
at the moment , she was delighted extremely
how a great achievement she done
她叫邱婆婆。。。 
婆婆，谢谢你！！你比我的婆婆还要勇敢！就算没有看到你本人，但你的爱心让我感动， 让我找到一些领悟
人生不是只有考试，每个人都有自己的用处 ， 不用质疑自己 。。。
勇敢地去面对问题吧， 就算错了， 也是用了自己的全力来完成这些问题 ，所以在考试时不用太在意。。。
用心地回答问题
等到成绩出来再去在意吧

few days was embedded among the books and papers ...

from day to night
study study study
sitting on the chair
standing on the floor
kneeling down
listening song till the battery is off
keep on scolding myself continue the study
keep on drinking water
fortunately my mind didn't go crazy
I want do all my best in my papers
I want put all my effort on the 'valuable' papers
every time for each paper
I think I won't be able to finish studying the notes
b'coz the notes and books are too much
merely one subject like chemistry
there is 3 parts to study :
organic
inorganic
and physical chemistry
but it needs few days to go through and remember
this is impossible for the now status of me
really have been very very quite long time didn't study like that
I think I was putting the most focus on study on the last spm exam ba
haha
forget how I can stand overnight and study without feel tired
now until 1-2 a.m. , my eyes barely can give the signal to turn in
I am old already
after sitting each paper , at that moment on spot ,
I would think about why I did like this and why I didn't do that question
Did I done wrong ?
on the way to back home , I would try see others thing outside the car
to get another substance to get disperse my mind
fortunately , every time I can find the substance
sometimes my friends in the same car would speak out something let me laugh
back to home then eat many many food
If I didn't study at all ,
I would think worse ... xp
at the end , I would choose to study with all my power ~
wishes to the stpm guys can do well for tomorrow exam ya ... jia you x 100

一早起身笑笑下～！哇咔咔～

belief belief belief ....let it be ...

wawawawawawawawawaa......
seeing some of my friends giving me their wishes
I just being moved a bit
omg... you're too nice to me , still remember my presence in stpm
I have tried to write down all the answers I think is right with the questions
I mean it
I did it by my own principle and sincere words
I don't know is the answer is right or not , but I just think I want keep on writing , writing and writing
can't bother too much about the past papers le
after that paper , forget it from deep  heart
if can't forget , pls try to relax by exercise and other methods
it's depend on your determination oh...
to be calm and determined
I've tried to take good care of my body
I didn't eat rubbish things , just eat healthy cookings
I want a healthy body to confront the next paper
stpm , fast fast go away
yesterday , I knew my girls' trip was no longer exist in DEC.
a bit disappointed and feel that it's a waste of chance for 10 of us...
but never mind la , study is the prior , some are going to taking their test
hope there's a happy journey for me in DEC.
thinking of playing is a way to release pain...

okokokokok.......=) let bygone be bygone ....

start from 23th of November ( PA paper 2 ) until today ( physic paper 2 ) ,
this time exam is difficult in fact ><
my heart is pumping with fast speed and can't release my tension ....
esp the nights before the exam....
actually I had let my body and eyes to be tired with skipping the sleep in the afternoon
in the night , though they'd given me sensation feel to go asleep , I still can't fall asleep
 T.T lousy minded with lousy pictures in brain , ask me don't think too much ,
but I can't control my mind
I really can sleep in the afternoon in the relaxing day...haiz ...
who can help me to fall asleep without being frightened... mamamamamamamamamamama......
help me ...
6 more papers , the damn painstaking moment is going to be ended and stopped ....
But I wish it is ended right now la ... heart is beating faster and faster ...
even my motion is fast... last night , as I stepped down the stairs in my house,
I'd fallen down with the moist and wet floor ... thanks for my lil bro lo , he didn't mop properly ...
and my dad scolded him , he scare my waist is going to break ...haha ... "gd luck" before exam==
my hand was hurt ... so bad T.T BUT stress is far more than pain , this time falling is not pain ==
I am going to be crazy ... wakakakakaka....
last night , as having dinner , I was happy with laughter , thanks for my 2nd bro and mum ...
they kept on  kidding with me ... lessen my high high stress ... 
jia you jia you x 100000000000... must use up full energy and spirit to against the papers which only can be done in 2 or more hours but were prepared for almost 1 and half years ...
friends , gambateh and fight with it in high spirit ... jia you and good luck ...continue to study ...

After blogging , I have to study tonight with high spirit ...

In the later weeks , I decide to choose days to school , have to arrange time to buck up for the coming STPM ... I think I would always be absent on tuesday and thursday .... lol ... coz these 2 days got longer period on studying esp maths ... seems like I am keeping away from my math teacher 1 ... haha ... stpm faster be ended ... I don't want be struggle always ... after today , left 42 days only le ... jia you jia you jia you jia you .... x 100 ... this time must have to be concentrated  on the subjects I am poor ... but for me , I am very poor in the 4 subjects ... lol ... k la , just study and  don't think too much ... If still too much about it , I sure always be upset for it ... take it easy ... if don't understand it , then ask others ... concentrate x 99 ... hardworking x 100 , lucky x 101

Here , I want say that I don't go to school tmr ... wakakaka ... bless me can study well in my home ...

Wish all of my friends can get the marks they belong to ... jia you together ba ...