Showing posts with label stress.... Show all posts
Showing posts with label stress.... Show all posts

Monday, November 22, 2010

suddenly feel the stress is coming out from my mind....don't come out ....please !!!!

I don't want you ....get away from my mind ....
don't be present in front of me ....
in the early morning , I waked up and sit on sofa for studying
but , I still can't focus
I could only see the words
but couldn't read it deeply
at that moment , my dad waked up too
and accompanies me in the parlour
I thought he couldn't sleep and stand me anymore
coz he knew I studied overnight in friend's house
then he asked me was I not sleep and study overnight ?
I answered no la, just waked up only
he said to me with somemore angry sound
"you can't study like this , can you don't be silly in studying ?"
I was silent
I had promised myself don't bicker with dad if I can
I know you care me
but don't worry me
after dad goes to work
mum brought me to have a breakfast
after eating , I kept on asking back home
on the return way , tears was pouring
my stress was underway to welcome me
I asked my mum , if I can't get good result , how ?
my mum answered me calmly
if can't do it , then go to study course . it doesn't matter d...