behind a smile is a story ....

I love this cute cute smile !!! beautiful one..













behind the smile is .....

- tired of challenge unavoidable unevitably ....
- is this one of our life?
- is this one of the bitterness in my life?
- is this would happen in everyone life?
- life, life ,life, should we pursue calmness and silence in life?

finally rebonding hair...

wearing pyjama still wanna take photos....

dear mum and me...

beauty and handsome guy?...haha

23-8-09... this new hair style make everyone feel fresh....and my muet tuition teacher-James is so funny,harp on praising me oh~haha...grinned for a while on the first day of rebonding...

and in that night,of course don't forget to capture some pics...

you are so brave that i respect ...I love you , mummy !i've fallen in love with you since i was born!

the only way to reduce my pressure is listening cantonese song with meaningful words...i like cantonese song !<3><...i 've thouhgt through it and planned out all steps i have to take in the coming days...I have prepared to meet up all the obstacles would come out in my life....I REALLY LOVE MY MUMMY AND I WOULD TAKE CARE OF HER IN MY WHOLE LIFE!!!!EVENTHOUGH I'M POOR , I 'D LIKE TO MAKE HER BE COMFORTABLE WITH HERSELF! PROMISE^^

melaka trip with friends from 13-15 march 2010

MELAKA TRIP :
~ 13 persons -
1. lit yat
2. terk chian
3. chia lian
4. choo choo
5. yi ze
6. lit cheng
7. a boo (male)
8. calvin
9. ramzen
10. a boo (female)
11. zu er
12. teng yann
13. yee teng (me)

~ 2 cars - avanza and wira
~ lots of food and beverages for the journey to destination

On the first day , about 6.00 a.m ., we meet up at shell petrol station , and stop there to eat breads which are prepared by teng yann . After dividing the 13 people into two cars , we set off from skudai to melaka highway ... on the way , two cars are on the side by side , then one of the persons on each car keep catching photos on each car... so funny of us! one photograher on each car ... that's yi ze on wira , lit cheng on the avanza.

About 12.30 p.m. something , we had arrived terk chian 's uncles's house to take the key from terk chian's uncle. at the moment we reached the uncle's house , we thought the big big house is our 'hostel'.After some times, we found that it's only passby to take key...ha

After taking the key and putting down carriages we brought , we departed to A'FAMOSA -water world. As we reached, we kept on planning what we want to play , where we want to go...
too much things we said on the car. after getting down from car, we bought the tickets and started our games in water world! How beautiful of water world !! of course , we don't forget to take photo ...

After playing water games , we went to jongle walk for a few hours ....but too bad , it's raining ...i have seen a seem woman who seems like a guy ...'he' is dancing with his buddies when a hot song is on.

Second day, lit yat, chia lian, yi ze , ramzen , teng yann and me decided to stay another night in melaka for the reason that driver is quite tired and wouldn't concentrated on driving ...actually , lit yat still wants to buy gifts for his girlfriend ... then we had walked jongle walk again on the second day night ...before going to jongle walk , we had searched the famous nyonya restaurant but it's full with about six tables.the waitress said we have to book the seat.haiz, so unfortunately we went to the next nyonya restaurant ...

This nyonya restaurant also be occupied with so many people ....finally we had found a table which is not reserved by others....myabe it's sunday ,so the nyonya restaurant is full with people.
we've waited the dishes for nearly 1 and half hour...my stomach had been filled with acid ...ha
chia lian had bought three secret recipe's cakes for lit yat's early birthday celebration!sing a birthday song for him ...the cakes were clear by six of us within 30 minutes...hhaa

After eating n shopping , we went to eat satay lulu ....there'd lots of people waiting for a seat...
i wonder why so many people be eager to eat this satay lulu for wat?really want to fill their stomach or only kiasu want to follow the trend?actually it's not very very delicious...>

On the night, actually i'm sleepy one, but i can't sleep at all due to the sound constantly produced by lit yat and ramzen...omg! i'm so scare and afraid that i would see something in the living room, under this scary situation , i shaked lit yat's head and shouted out that don't snore again , i can't sleep xp.but there's only a guy -yi ze who heard my words and ask me can or not.fortunately , there's a person who can listen my sound or i would be ...dunno how to describe.

On the third day, we set off at 8.30 p.m. and went to eat the famous cendol with durian fruit onto it.it's quite delicious but too small one...no enough la...after eating, we depart to back to johor lol.

On the way, i've stomache ...i think maybe it's caused by the cold cendol ...haha...it's ended with a delicious mixed vegetables rice near bestmart...

emotion can't be controlled yet!!!!

Two days , teardrops were flowing onto face uncontrollably full with thinking and sadness ...
how people can't control himself and do stupid things with brainless stupid mind without bothering other's sense...WHY people always be not satisfactory with his present belonging? still want to pursuit other thing that is not belong to him at all...
I'd know that no people doesn't do wrong in this big big world , but the wrong done by people without conscience is the worst thing being hated ...theres's always many things that we can't control but still want to try to find some ways to return to the original way...there's only a torture that you can't do anything to cure it as the problem is happening . However as you recover the truth ,it's too late ...all the unhappy effects are floated . It's too late to apologise about the way you do and the things you said ... everything that you want to do without any conscience ,you have to think about it several times and make sure your way is right , if not you will be looked down by others and be regret in future...pls cherish all the things, AND love you have . pride and love can't be obtained by money!!!

my 19 birthday !

tiramisu cake !!!delicious !!

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menu ...


this pic is full of feel oh...



my birthday cake!!!


this cake is mixed edited...haha


six of us are outside the ground ...yeah we have played a whole day!


great time with great friends !!!


give me five!!!



this is terk chian...


after playing , try to wear off the shoes....


he is our driver on that day... yi ze...


six of us are eating korean food...


me and lit cheng take photos...


a korean restaurant - near the sutera mall...


rice on the table now!!!so sweet ....


korean kimchi pot....not bad ><
tools used to eat ...


some snacks....but><
my favourite - fried rice cakes with eggs...


six pieces of cakes with different favours...


special group !


sze yiing , yi ze and me. are on the road...dangerous...




cutie - sze yiing!




before my journey to celebration

23-1-2010 : Yang di-pertuan Negeri Johor had been passed away in the midnight ...my birthday celebration is full with dark ...we have wear black clothes onto our hands to show our respect to HIM. I thought my birthday celebration had been cancelled ...and stayed at home lol...
there' s friends ask me to go out for celebration in the night...in night , i drive my car to fetch jia hui, sze ee, choo choo , wei ping to a caffee house near sutera mall.we'd chatted online with yi qian ...and took photos through msn. it's quite happy and high of us...we changed our gathering to mc donald in nusa bestari ....wei ping had treated me a mc flurry with oreo inside the cup....great taste!

Another celebration was on 24th january 2010 oh... yi ze brought me and lit cheng to sze yiing'house to fetch sze yiing...before that , he lied me that only lit cheng , me n him go to play skatting...no more girls...I'm quite shocked that only a few ppl join...about 12.30p.m somemore, he arrived my house and continue to lie me that he want to back home to take his shirts to go to desaru...i'm in the dark ....oh gosh ! as reached 'his house' , sze yiing , my dear friend was coming to get on the car..haha...

This is the 'big' surprise they gave me...am touched!!! put effort on celebrating my birthday , keep asking me where i wan to go and play...after that, we went to eat korean food near sutera mall . the food there is 'damn nice and delicious' lol...make me can't forget the taste ....haha..there's add somemore friends who are ramzen, lit yat, and terk chian. then , we set off to go to skudai parade for skating!!! yeah !finally i had played skating with you all...damn happy and feel sorry for sze yiing who had fallen down several times for the sake of me....thank you and love you so much!xp...yi ze is the one who plays well and leads us into the ground for skating...thank you and appreciate it ....n lit cheng who keep on asking me where to go and play ...thank you!the others one i wan to say thank you for accompanying me for the games... love the day and the great time!

After playing , we walked around the shopping mall and went to sutera mall for eating dinner and cakes....the KFC is the best choice to go...N we had bought seven secret recipe's cakes to there...this dinner let me know cakes is too greasy for me...it tastes good as small amount ...btw, i am enjoying on this unforgetable dinner...ckaes that were left is kept by ramzen...and we thought to give it to sze yeun in the next day....haha.. so bAD OF US!!but i bet sze yeun must eat them ...coz they are delicious one....

About 10.00p.m. , i 'd reached home safely....around 11.oop.m. , kok xiang and sze yeun went to my home to give a tiramisu to me...xp...I'm quite touched by them ...haha...i'm happpy on my 19 birthday lool...thank you all for doing these events for me...

what the thing u do can't be hided !!! dislike u ady...hate to see ur face n listern to ur sound...

She treats you well n always try to solve your difficulties and yet take care of your daily activities and food...She is the only person you have to listen to her words and take care as well as love... She is the only one who is willing to give her whole life for the sake of you....She has been with you for 25 years , and being busy with the house chores and cooking delicious food for you with her best!!
But you don't bother her doings and yet has hurt her so many times by words and useless doings...Why a happy marriage must be broken by your stupid and brainless mind ? Her whole life and beauty has been given you since she has fallen with you and helped you to construct a complete family . How you can be so cruel like this ? why ???? since you have done the thing , you have to prepare for the consequence that would make you regret !!! Don't be a liar ! I hate liars! unfortunately you are the one I hate! how can you be like this ??? wondering ...She is not dumb... all the things you done she knows de...

sing lots of songs ! one word is here : high!

yeah ! we've finished our singing!~^^



after singing, some of us went to buy (lulu) -a kind of seller



this guy is lit cheng , jia mei, n my lovely ying rui...


see the bulletin board : loud speaker karaoke


our choo choo, his finger can touch the board o~!



our pre-u 2s 1 - class monitor -ji xiang who loves to sing n
always learn to sing a song on the dark...haha



these two ppl really act like to eat delicious one...lol


rui n me stand n stare n give out our pose to let camera man take photos...


WED , 03 /03/2010 , 3.00 p.m. - we have a singing group today which has about ten ones join . there's ji xiang , jia jun , chin hui , wei jian , lit cheng , jia mei , ying rui , a choo n me (classmates only) ...perhaps there is no missing of name of my dear friends...
it's a quite good group that can high themselves together without being quiet ...all can follow the actions done by rui n me...haha
maybe after monthly exam ady, we all relax ady ...n become very damn energetic one.we sing a song ,do some mimic actions from the mv , n do some amuse sounds ...wa!today is so high!continues to sing ,dunwan to stop lol...though at first i don't intend to join today's activity, but this activity let me relax a whole day n being crazy one after singing....thx lots to u all....give me a comfortable day that make me relax for a while ....n hav to continues to study lol!if next time got chance , i would also wan this kind of activity...xp...this group is quite special n i feel satisfactory abt that n feeling being with classmates is different with friend's group one....
this classmates group give me comfortable feel n they always cooperate with us too. but with friends' group one, also can't be neglected b'coz they've left lots of memories for me...haha...


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