play mahjong in lit cheng's house...

This day is a mahjong day for me.... SOME friends are called to attend this study group with technique on playing mahjong ... haha ...
We cooked under raining , play mahjong under air-con ... these are special one I like ... I am very damn relax on that day but it's the time to keep up the exam papers le , have to sacrifice the relaxing time instead of studying hardly ... don't know how bad the result out for this trial exam ...~^^

Jia Hui babe comes back JB !!!

special decorate for jia hui babe ...^^

of course got jia hui's pics too ^^

of course got many pics of me

meal and us

mei mei

patterns of beauty

our cost on this delicious meal

over full ady

with leaves , we are playing

us

love this pic 

seoul korean restaurant

baking meat

let me recommend my beauty - jia hui 

leaves

is looking for the waitress to cook for us

pretty with tea

is waiting for the korean food ordered

This day is the meal day for me n hui .... haha ...
I have been long time no have such a large food to take in le...
As jia hui come back 
she treats me a big delicious meal
It's korean food full of korean spicy soup and baked meat
we have been full already once the dishes is coming
As we are eating , or before eating ,
we don't forget to take photos
on that day ,
I am the one seldom capture pics
coz there is a more professional one
who is willing to capture the moments we are
the food we eat
the different pattern we post
hahaaha
review all the pics I have dedicated 1 photo specially to hui
1 specially to myself
hui , yours 1 is more pretty oh~^
hope you can frequently come back to JB to bring me out
n eat some special dishes which I seldom eat
hahahaha
next time got chance let me treat you back ba....

love you hui... muackszzz ~!!!

I have done body check-up and determined not be too weak

In the few days holidays , I was advised to do a body check-up by a friend ...
She has her point on advising me to take good care of my own health , don't wait until the day is too late.
Thanks for her encouraging and help , I have changed my view on my sickness and be look into it seriously without thinking whether what I can I do for curbing it ... She is the one who gives me more and more opinions which may help me to get my thinking  to right and just put my concentration on my sickness first then can do others ... Now , I want talk to her : I love you , my beloved friend , you even want take out  all your money to me for the sake of my healthy ... Thank you for giving me your warmest hand and ears ... I think I had talked many many things to you le , without considering whether did I disturb you study or do others ... haha...After listening your advice , I have been determined to do the things I have to do is do body check-up and follow my physician to solve my prob ... Friend , I want tell you that  I have seek specialist  and do the things I have to do  in Johor  on  8-9-2010 . That day , I have been queued up a long  row  to seek the doctor  with my mummy ... haha ... I can eat at 12.30 p.m. I have been hungry from  the early morning to 12.30p.m. then can take in food arh ><
haha... But it's worth for me ...=) I have to think positively ....

Today is the last day in trial exam for MATH.....@@

Haiz , it's very tough for these days and but yet have to go through it .... Have to be brave and determinate yet healthy .... But this time I think I have put in half my spirit to it le .... How come I still can't do maths ?! It seems I have to do more and more hard works onto it ba .... I really no mood to play today .... It must has a short period for me to be calm .... haha .... Don't worry me , I will be fine =)

reback to that day 22-09-2010 @.@

moon cakes with different brands ...of course 时新 is the best ...

my report from sg which determines the sickness I get

The highlighted T4 states I am the normal person...

my favoured brand

my lil bro's moon cake

post the pic I like

happy to eat with happy mood

this is in the 2010 new year

Today is mid-autumn festival...Today is a happy day for me^^... In the early morning , I have rushed to the johor specialist to seek my doctor again . As I reach the door of the clinic , the door is closed yet . The doctor would enter clinic on 10.00a.m. . Then I have to wait for 'him' outside le@.@

Upon the nurse opens the door and sits on the counter , I am the number 3 in the row...so early u can guess...The nurse then asks me to do blood and urine test in 54th  room . After I have done all of the tests , I still have to wait for the result on spot . I hate waiting la...but there is a friend who let me forget the boring sense . haha...k la. We then wait for the result for a quite long time, in a sense of curious , I go forward to ask the person-in-charge when I have to wait for?!!! I am given permission to go out first for eating . I have been very hungry le >.< I want eat eat !!!

The place we eat of course is Mary brown d . It's the only restaurant in the hospital . After eating , it's the time to wait my doctor and result. I am calm and not as last time being tense lol...hahaa  But for this time, I don't have to wait in a long time again as last time. As I enter the door of the doctor , the doctor keeps on telling me the result and asking me whether want iodine radiation or operation to make me confuse la . The the most important thing he tells me is the T4 IN MY THYROID is lower from triple to normal standard range to be in normal range ....This is the one I love to hear .... At that moment , the only thing I do is laughing ...hahaha....my heavy stone has been slowly laid down...The doctor said I really get the grave disease ... n I have to do check-up again to know the effect of the medicine he gives me on my thyroid gland...I have 50 %  be recover and not from the sickness .... Can I curb it ? Can I recover from it ? I want to be healthy leh ...

Pray for me ba... Hope I can remove the sickness from my life ... Let the worries being steam to the air ...Thank you for all my friends who care and encourage me for these several months ... The moon in tonight is small but same like a fish ball roundly ... It's beautiful le for me ...
Hope the exam papers can give somemore questions which I can do .... don't give the difficult ones ...
In this year , today is the happiest day for me ~^ thanks for my mum

×在豆花庄吃豆花×

很好吃下。。。

*李思*

粉圆冰-仪

花生豆花冰-婷

两种冰

 

 

In the night , ee and me go to La Pasta and then change to beside soya-bean ice(豆花庄)
We have girl talk and strongly lack of time to talk ... we indeed have many many topics without stopping except during eating . hahaha...
I like to be with her...
I don't need think topics to talk to
This is I want
But sometimes when we have nothing to say , we won't feel strange and distant between each other though we can meet up once for a long time.
This is truly friendship I don't want lose and forget anymore.
Love you ee babe^^

TODAY IS A LAUGHING DAY FOR ME～^

Today pa study group is canceled jor . I am glad to hear that because today is not suitable to study la...It's too early to study paper 1.I have many many things haven't study yet>< I have chemistry tuition 11.00p.m.,before I reached tuition , I am struggle . I know this time I attend must have many problems can't figure out . During my tuition is underway , there is really lots of questions have to ask but I don't ask my professor . Why ? Coz I have no mood to listen his teaching le , I even use sms to finish the lesson ... how could I be now?! I keep on sms with my friend . hahahaha...I don't know how to tell teacher that I don't want tuition le...Sorry , professor!!!! I am embarrassing to tell you LA...if for few days I don't attend your tuition , that means I don't tuition anymore...I feel I don't know many things that I should understand , maybe my brain has stuck at something else ba...I have this serious frustration and lurch...I think now I have to study by myself without your help . I will try my best to improve my chemistry d. hahaha


After tuition , I am on the way to back home , shiang herng is going to compete with wei ping with car skill and car's function ...hahaha...on the road , shiang herng intends to overtake wei ping's car , and that naughty wei ping don't let my driver,herng overtaking him ...I am laughing uncontrollably , I have laughed out the unhappy on my mind...hahahahaha...The shiang herng also want to play his car with 4 persons include him leh...Finally , he played his car with letting sounds ' heheheeeeee' , is pi4 lun2 near my house . Though he is brave to play his car , but he still is afraid his car tyres broken ...hahahaha....this is ridiculous . This is the first laughing .


After that , I go out to buy lunch with my mummy . There's raining heavily as we want to buy fried mee. We go the hawker we never go before , me drop off the car and buy mee . there is a female auntie whose Chinese vocal is too difficult to be heard ... But I can hear oh...it's too surprising le...
When I wainting for her cooking , there are 2 males who want take order . They can't understand what the auntie said . Though the auntie repeated for 2 or 3 times , both of them still can't know what the words she spelling ... At that instant , I am endured laughing for a long time le....hahahahaha...I can't stand anymore , ha , the men look at me with those kind of way you know d...with strange eyesight ...hahahaha...the eyesight means that they still don't know what the auntie said ... I feel it's really funny , and thought if I feel bad and sad next time , if I  can see this , my sadness must be laughed out loudly ...
hahahahahaha....thus I feel that today is with beautiful colors that I like...hope everyday I can get the colors .

I have done my body check-up during this week

I have seek  specialist  in KPJ Pakar Johor nearby my school SSI . Within this week , I have visited this hospital about 3 or 4 times le , can't remember .
There is high cost here oh , esp body check-up ... BUT It has improved machines and is a very efficient specialist hospital . With specialist doctor , I feel more secure . haha . The doctor is very famous , if you want to visit him , you have to arrange a whole day for him and give your whole patience le . Coz I xan't wait patiently . I have obtained my mostly result while left 1 blood test report has to be waited until 22th of SEPT. of revisiting the doctor . >< Wish I can get well soon

没那么简单就能找到你的好人

没那麼简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发裡
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

没那么简单地说出想说的话

没那么简单地弄清楚爱情

没那么简单地就能忘记一个人

没那么简单就能相爱彼此

×ps：随便说出来的话×

張芸京-相反的我MV

喜欢这首歌


我看着镜子后面皱着眉头的我
很孤单它有话想说
想天空不会永远都是蓝色的
有阴天你才会抬头
走穿多少的巷弄
少了哭了 有三四个人爱我
我想要一个乱了数字的时钟
我想做一个完全相反的我
我在这个世界拼命些什么
累死我
我有双不听任何命运的耳朵
却享受快乐加上自由的我
我要变成一个透明的石头
我不会动 也不会痛
想问她用了太久累积了所有
原谅我想消失自重
每个人都在的喧闹的轨道奔走
讲真的我想要互通
请看爱情的脸孔
每个愁的季节温热都被弄乱

Expecially write for my dear friends who are very concern for my health...

Just now accepted a call from my dear zi mui , she concerns about my health condition....Since one time I asked this friend , my zi mui hui , just one time I ask you about seeking doctor , I bet you have worried me since I have requested your help . Recently , I have a big up-down mental , seems like I am siting on a roller coaster , sometimes sad sometimes glad , I have no idea why I can be into this silly pattern . Maybe I am needing something or someone can make joys to me let me cheer up . I am a silly silly silly girl I don't like . But I need a shoulder  for me and ears to let me talk  over a long long time with him / her that I won't be tired of . I need your help or something else I don't know . I want a peace place for shouting and loved friend for chatting and I just want run away from my unlucky , can you help me ?


I NEED PEACE OF MIND
I NEED BIG BIG PACE
I NEED BIG BIG SMILE AROUND
I NEED STUDY LE
I NEED TO BE STRONG
I NEED STOP CRYING

I NEED TO BE RIGHT

WHEN SOMEONE IS NOT RIGHT

I NEED TO BE GOOD FRIEND

WHEN SOMEONE IS NOT GOOD TO BE TRULY FRIEND

now is 12.15a.m. le, I still online , silly girl is writing my sound in my heart.


LYT , you have to take good care of your own , don't let anyone who loves you worries you badly .
I have promised to be good to my body , won't let it be spoiled .

mummy , you are always on my mind

Sometimes , when I recall back my mind , there are some funny thing I have done to let you down . Remember that I have followed mum's sis back to Ipoh due to showing that you are a bad mum who always don't want buy new things for me especially beautiful clothes I loved . But I have forgotten the time my mum had bought several clothes for me maybe is when I was 12 years old , and those clothes still can be wore ah...why I have to pursue prettier and newer clothes at that time ? I think that time I was young enough and was intend to get away my mum from my sight to let her worry me as much as she can do...hahaha...thinking back the moment , I am too naive and childish with simple mind...In previous , I am naive ,thus , I can't tolerate with mummy for the reason she can't satisfies my need . I just like the thing I liked without thinking anymore and don't want the result that she can't buy something for me or she can't have something for me . It is a way that I used to be happy .
However , as I am getting older and older and is 19 years old now, I can be in her shoes to think about her difficulties in her position . And that's why I always respect her , try to help her , and love her wholeheartedly , this is called closest relationship between us . There's a thick blood which hold our love get to closer and closer . I like the feeling with her because it's warm and comfy . When I was young , she do all the chores to let me grow up and make sure my body is clear and healthy then she can sleep well . If she has any sickness around her , I willing to lent her my hands to ensure her healthy and cleanliness is under control . Because I AM YOUR LOVED TENG !

don't ask me y...

Now is 6.54pm le....
My look is bad with drops ...
I want your willing concern,
not always keep on thinking on money money
I don't want anything
I just want your concern
& bring me to heal my sick
I really be satisfy of your doing
if you can do it with sincerely
you have changed
you have changed to someone who i have strange sense
I don't want this kind of feeling
mixed feeling
you are one of my love
but I can't remember your doing before
Can I wake up?
Can I be strong and determinated?
Can I ?
Can I ?
I have tried to be strong and brave to confront you
But I can't.
I can do that to you...
I don't want be a child
I don't want!!!!!!
Can you be generous to me ?
Can you don't be generous to others ?
I want much cans and can'ts....
If you can do those
I am happy and glad d...