SEA SIGHT IS BEAUTIFUL~

hello~

this below pic is done by me & rui during form 6

we have the same ideal

we want to score 4 A'S

life's happening and unexpected

I have to accept the reality met

just recall back our doing in the past

OUR inspiration card~2x.....

this is the sea beach I went on that day getting stpm result~

 

 

 

 

I want to calm down my swing mood on that day

that day I get my "not good"result

lol

I am really unhappy to see my result

whenever I talk to others about my result

my eyes turn reddish 

I can't help myself

that time I really hate myself

my buddy , sister , lovely girl - lee sze

asked me where to go on 26th of FEB.

there's a word coming in my mind

it's beach~

lee sze is a steady girl 

brought me to go the place I liked

I just want to see the sea waves and feel the strong wind

when I was not really okay

calmness is comsumed

thankiew babe lee sze!

I feel better now~

and my dad finally talks to me

asks me to think clearly about my study

brings me to get some other info abt my study

it seems like he worries me studying at sabah n sarawak that far states

But if I really go there,

it may not be a bad thing 

my mind is set up again stronger

I know my limit

but I STILL listen your advice

go to apply singapore colleges

take a deep breath to get fresh 

I will try it~thx for my dad's friend 

helps me in applying the colleges

I don't dare to give any expectations on it

but just try lo~

2 mature girls~with coincidental thinking

lee sze is a beauty now!!!haha

when I was not okay , u know me n give me strength

I love the way we talked tgt on sand~different stories were here

write something to remember something~

~婷，会坚强，不放弃~

the weather is not bad ~ not v v hot

I like the waves + sounds + colour

I can't mind others' opinions ady

I just can follow my mind

move on

just move on

to get the better from worse

I want to claim 

I used to listen others' opinions

but now I just take your opinions to consider

 

These 2 days fill up with badminton session~like to play with all of u till max~

 ~24th of FEB~

I played with my nephew

he named zi xi~

he is an adorable little boy

capable on bickering and acting~

clever child indeed~

  

played badminton with my cousin,the little boy

n

herng & black ( they are too free come to see me in perling ）

LOL

on the way back home from perling

the little boy asked me :

姐姐，帮我拍照！

我要拍照

笑死我了

很可爱

还很会摆pattern的小孩

his pattern is saying dooooooo

cute , right?!haha

he acts wanna cry ~lol

he laughs ~ he asked to open one eye n shut one eye n dooo~ I couldn't do><

only 1 opened eye~he still don't believe>

Can I find the right and suitable way I go??????

which road I have to step in ???

this is a new stage for me

try to go far away from here

HOW FAR u are~how fast U are

pursue the future in all the way

wish the any decisions are right for me~

the road I'm not sure

the way I am

the place I live 

the hobby I like

the smile I'd longing

the happy I were

the peace I need

the way is the way

my life is turning upside down

I still want to follow my feeling

I still need some time to 

live up my life

I feel like to cry out

I feel I'm a loser

 I have to meet “the reality is cruel”

I hate myself~really damn hate myself~go far away from here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 holding my stpm result in hand
the result is getting in my way
heartbroken+ing
all the dreams are broken down
painstaking effort was gone away
this result is returned to me for this 1&1/2 years

I really can't control myself
keep crying n crying
tears never end up
keep thinking about the past
keep regretting the past
keep feeling sorry to the one who supports me in studying
keep feeling shameful of my worst shit-like result!
keep feeling this is not my result
keep thinking this is not the real
my lucky had gone far away from me
my result won't be like this before


I am tired
tiring all the way
tears couldn't be stopped
though saying I've prepared for this day coming
 but it still hurts me


   vacation needed
forgetfulness needed
dreams needed


I want play badminton to snap people
I want play net ball
I want play boxing
I want hit something can let me feel better~


the dream is not belong to me
never ever
I won't give myself any expectations
I don't wish to the disappointmens

this is me!!!!

I like this pic~

try the new thing I never try

try to grab any chance to be success

 try to get the best in future

try the new way you never been through

FAIL to find the faculty & school~

still one more day left

my deadline is near to my door

it's knotty

till now 

I am messy

still can't figure out any COLLEGES I want go

which faculty I want TO PURSUE

who can help me find out 

the standard quality we need to enter U

I've no idea==

but I still remain as comfy as I could 

I don't want like the others

others were very nervous abt that

But I DON'T CARE!

I don't want to worry abt the crappy result~

I just find the direction I liked~

during the past day

there's a dream popped out in my mind

But I think it won't be reality

 

LET THE REALITY BE MY LIFE SOMETIMES~

Happy Valentine Day ~

~14th of FEB. 2011~

HAppy Valentine DaY~

ee asked me to her house to eat tang yuan~

those balls were QQ !!!

Let me learn something important note!

after boiled , let it cool~

it really tasty much more than usual I eat!

I love the pink color~sweet pink!

this banana is the dessert after tang yuan《provided especially by ee's dad》lol

guess who is him?he is our banana king~loves to eat banana~lol

valentine day is not only for couple~

it is deserved for friends too~

Let's us celebrate it together ba~

hanging out with friend in delighted mood~Part 2

~15th of FEB. 2011~

 ~ evening ~

go visiting Puan Chang's house ~

wow!really large and beautiful building ~

like it like it~!

her daughter is quite boy style~

like to play with male only><

 but yet she is very clever ...
she knows how to play i-phone 3 & ipad~
I don't know abt that ><

she even called herng as jie jie~

teacher gave us an extra ang pau 

gave a treat to us!!!

how nice she is

then we headed off to the best chicken chop restaurant 

dinnering with the best chicken chops there

satisfied with the ang pau~

previous 5.1 gang with add math teacher!

a bit blur~

the little girl loves to play with him!she counts 1,2,3,4,5,...12~lol

lee sze , ying rui , & yee teng~here we come

roost beer float!good!

another look!

fierce look!wanna kill sby!

lee sze wants to introduce chicken chop...

2 mouths on 1 beer!

3 silly ones

ee & teng !

all the guys are here !

LOL!

different ppl with different chop

outlooking is old times style

different patterns we are ~xp

rui wants to piang me~ah!!!

ee & rui!xp

still wanna shoot me !!!

me, sze , black still continued our visiting in next round~

omg==

lei diao!

there is a scene let me wanna to shout :

我都不会呀！！！！lol

hanging out with friend in delighted mood~Part 1

~15th of FEB. 2011~

 Noon~
Dear Rui come to fetch me go gai gai~
happy go lucky
thankzzz for being my driver , rui~
unfortunately , I couldn't change new clothes><
what a waste!>

go sutera mall find qian~
both of us had chit-chat with her
after that,both of us had done a shameful thing><
entered taste bug then found out another cafe for our lunch
LOL
taking small and silent steps to exit~
20 years old still do this xp
can't wait to our thamara cafe！
this cafe was introduced before ady
the chicken chop there really tasty~
too bad I couldn't try tiramisu there
we went to jusco too
nice outing ~ funny outing ~
lovely outing ~
I like the pure of us ~
go the way are ~
I bought a slipper there xp
 with the name ALOHA~

rui vs teng

come on~look at here!

our chicken chops~

at thamara xp woohooo~

love the moment~

see this siao gia~lol

ENJOY the life I want xp

THIS PIC IS IN THE MORNING~