#Diary without date

During this semester break , I can't say that I have bundle of experiences with me in working sector.

However , I did learn something.

That is another page of my life.

I'd been through swallow alley and broad road.

I didn't go abroad to absorb the air in different sky,but I went through reality.

I can't deny that I am a girl who would smile to everything but show the real feeling by nature without hiding.

Well ,  I did have lovely colleagues whom we share stories 

but mostly I am the one who listens to their stories.

In fact , I am still bring L (luck) coming from my mummy's tummy.

Though I am not rich , but I still can pursue my uni-life without worrying too much on cost.

During my working , that was a Friday and I was called to give relaxing activity to the daycare children.

I let them to play by themselves because I don't know to plan game. hahaha 

There's an retired female teacher who is waiting for her husband finishing chores and going back home together.

In the meanwhile , we chatted in a way we're alike mummy and daughter.

She shared her love story and life experience to me.

I don't know why her phrase can truly moved me , but I am absolutely agree to her kind of living spirit and the way she treats everyone and her husband.

I would like to continue my life journey to achieve anew style of life.

She gives me deep encourage.How a wonderful perfect angel add appetizer to my life. haha

Life quote #not being angry to somebody or something easily which will only mistreat myself

Sing k together in a Saturday

Last day with a kiss goodbye 

This is the one whom I like to talk to

Being loved by this lovely and sweet couple

2 guy colleagues who are alike in certain way

This is the kid who loves to be sayang.hahaha

Met up with these 2 funny yet friendly girls. Wish them best luck in future

School holiday activity in tuition center

Like these 3 clever students with their attitude

We had lunch together in an afternoon. Still remember the funny chat regarding to Korea beauty

My little kids with innocent heart and they have to be nurtured prefectly

I like the smile from this angel.hahaha

After being a teaching , I still love to study more to enhance myself

sometime have a sudden thought to act like model.lol.need more exercises

A gift which makes my day.I love chopa ( one of the characters in one piece)xd

How I wish to be a little kid again. There's a sound in my heart telling me that I am still young enough.lol ^^

Learnt in experience

I have a happy news to share here

I get my first 4 flat in my 4 semester 

I never thought of getting this high grade in my result before

It's amazing and shocked as I was checking it in Roost

And the the first people who saw this is my beloved bffs

Even they show congratulation to me 

I just would think the result grades are only between A- and A

when I saw it really on my eyes

It let me shout out loud 

I have proved it that I can do it

btw with the best lectures from lecturers 

I do really love this semester lecturers

Okay, I've trusted I don't have the so-called luck in both ends

When there comes luck in one side ,

the another side is sure lack of luck

I found out I would get luck in finding a part-time job

but I can't deny that it's time to gain my experience in holidays

I am too naive to trust stranger easily without firm determination and best calculation

feel like getting cheated

but fortunately I have my friends who helped and gave me the support to say no to this kind of business

Thanks god!

It's a good experience for me to face this real world 

Don't being too honest outside your world

Simple is loved

Last day is my last test in 4th semester

During those past days 

I've been doing chores in house

actually it's not easy to be a cooker at house

far more than I imagined

buy ingredients

prepare ingredients

cook ingredients well

clean house

wash clothes

dry clothes

Not simple, but yet tough

Due to her absence in the house

I don't want eat outside

I have to depend on my hands and of course internet

to search for recipes

ps : luckily the dinners were not overcooked

fortunately sometimes learnt from mum when she is cooking

Met up with mum today

she is still same as usual

likes to kidding and chatting

luckily her leg sickness has been recovered from working

It may sound weird , right?

however it's true

I was jubilant

Maybe we should look at the good side of everything

albeit we're facing everything

I just want to have a simple life

 I do hate somebody

I do dislike them

but we're bonded

Learnt from a drama

If you don't step forward 

How to have future?

(你不踏前一步，怎么会有前途呢？）

I love this quote very much

Hope you like it too

AHhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

My mummy has been going to SG for working

Left me alone at home

Feel lonely and sick 

What the hell????!!!

Shit 

Sick in the skin sickness

Seek in the mummy's care

She is not by my side now

Can't control my negative emotion now!!!

Can anyone give me some positive energy ?

I need it right now!

Diary #6

During this weekend 

our major - computer network lecturer organized an explorace 

which has game stations for participants in groups

There were 6 game stations

which would stated need 1 member or 2 members to participate in the game

Starting from 1st clue

we had left behind far from other groups 

due to the difficulty in understanding the 1st destination we should head for

Finally we met our lecturer who was kind to give us direction

oh gosh!

We are the last group reached the room

1st station - use the networking knowledge to complete puzzle

we were late but we completed it in quite a fast pace without getting answer from lecturer

actually 1 answer  = each members in that group should give RM2

We say no to corruption definitely 

2nd station - configure the network address 

unfortunately we sent wrong member to answer this question

as she didn't focus on this topic

we had been left behind again 

finally we sent another member to solve it

but the bad news is we are gonna to lose 20minutes behind after the whole games

We still keep our spirit that "don't give up"

After that we were on the trail to complete the game quickly

I played 2 game stations

Fortunately  these 2 games , I managed to calculate in faster rate while my another game mate do the checking part

 I like this challenge

Even the game helper felt unbelievable that we can finish in such short time

Unexpected we are the third group entering the final destination

As other friends said that we won the third prize

we were shocked and pleased

However , actually we couldn't step in the third place

due to the 2nd station where we had used the wildcard to send a helper to solve question

we get penalty that let our time being added 20 minutes more

thus , even we were the 3rd group finished all the games

but we can't win 

At that moment

I did feel upset

but never mind

It's okay

as long as I did my best to shorten the distance we were dragged behind

I was contented with our performance

"Don't give up" is my current inspiration

=If you  give up , you are loser=

Watching drama all the day long during saturday.

Today need to buck up in preparing my tests.

  

Diary #5

Monday - げつようび

おはよう

Inhale positively , exhale negatively

This phrase is special to me

During past Saturday and Sunday 

I attended short course in UTM

No matter how 

I just manage to be with my mummy on Mother's Day

Happy Mothers' Day 

Although it's a bit late to post

but I still want to mention my mum is my closest wholehearted friend

Although there're plenty of dissatisfying  things do happen starting from my Uni life

but I still appreciate and grateful to have you be my side

that's why I am still single now

I am not lack of this warm feeling in my heart

But I still know I need to have a boy to accompany me somehow I need it 

Nvm , I will be awaiting for it

This coming week

need to-do-list :

assignements ++

presentation

tutorial

quiz

skillbase test

Real-time CCNA Explorace

I bet I won't have enough sleep this week

I won't be free for these two weeks

hahaha

Smile to them , Say hi to them

Say hi to my coming study week (26/5)

Ganbatte ne!!!!

I can't be beaten by this heavy stroke

How I wish all of these can be skipped and straight away jump to Final test

Today 

Attending my last Japanese 1 lesson in this semester

My beauty Japanese Lecturer is going to leave  UTM this week

She is going to have a blissful marriage with her love 

Starting anew in her hometown

Feel sad that she will no longer teach us Japanese next sem

Feel happy that she has found her truly love 

せんせい , けっこん おめっでとう ございます

(Teacher , Congratulation for your wedding )

きれいせんせい ， ありがとう 。

Online fb ,

Clicking on this article 

these description has 80 % describing myself truly

I can't deny  "水瓶座的孩子总是在犹豫，渴望有人陪，可自己骨子里要求自己不准这样做。"

Keep my way up the trail

Keep my pace steadily and robustly

【水瓶座】

水瓶座，为了友情和爱情能达到一个无法想象的极限，不抛弃，不分开，哪怕不是对方的爱，但是也不纠缠，厚道直白的水瓶座纵使有太多的软弱，也抵不住它天生悲观的使者角色，如果你爱上水瓶，你得到的会是平凡的温暖和永远的爱，如果你不爱水瓶，水瓶会在静默中给予你想要的自由和未来。

水瓶座的人，笑起来是个孩子，冷起来是个谜。一抹温婉纯真的笑容就能掩盖一颗多愁善感的心。对于感兴趣的事情抓住不撒手,执着的可怕。对于不感兴趣的人没表情,连装也难。拒绝一切装的人事物。性格敏感,占有欲强烈,缺乏安全感而有依赖感。喜欢胡思乱想,过份回忆过去沉浸悲伤难释怀。自责心令人汗颜。水瓶女是很容易患得患失的，特别是在晚上容易抽风，抽的很厉害…

每到晚上就会变成林黛玉，感性的要死。想 难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己 冒险，就是爱上一个人。因为水瓶永远也不知道，自己全身心的投入，最终会换来什么。这就像是一场轮盘赌，水瓶明知可能会输，但又忍不住想投身其中。其实，水瓶真正需要的，并不是赌赢，而是一个能令水瓶收手的人。因为最终征服水瓶的人，会令水瓶失去爱其他人的能力

水瓶座的孩子总是在犹豫，渴望有人陪，可自己骨子里要求自己不准这样做。因为太爱对方，不想让对方讨厌，所以，T瓶子们想让对方觉得自己并不在乎，装的很无所谓。于是最后瓶子们真的失去了。然后，一个人默默的承受许多许多，却依然装作无所谓，却后悔那些在乎没有告诉对方。

水瓶最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何去表现。

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五月五日

这是一天马来西亚的最重大的日子

一早八点就起身

洗脸，刷牙，换衣

连早餐都不吃

就去我家对面准备默默地，勇敢地想要用自己神圣的一票

投向自己觉得值得的那边

这两天回家都一直守候在电脑前面

不是在做ASSIGNMENT

而是在跟进最新政治动态

作个大马人民的一份子

我们都应尽自己的使命去决定我们国家的未来

而不是为了金钱利益

去出卖自己的良知

把票给卖了

这实在太没公德心了

一大早

我看到的是排得长长的人龙

顶着大太阳在路边排队

兴致高昂地向投票站前进

汗流侠背也不放弃手上的那一票

为的是

要一个公正，公平的国家

而结果

却让人神共愤

异常停电，一场突袭的停电

让蓝队肮脏地多了3百++ 票

天理何在？

人民的心声得不到伸张

大家只能在网络上以臭骂来发表自己的心声

我也不例外

大部分朋友们都换profile picture为黑色
以示黑暗的大选
甚至我台湾的朋友都换了
这以示着外国人也为我们加油

看到半夜十二点

就已不想再看TV8了

越看越觉得这次选举是黑暗的

抢票，护送外来不知名的幽灵选民，停电

买票，请吃，送演唱会票

大家都已看不过眼了

你赢了

又怎样

我相信

会有另一个magic 把它变回光明

坚信着

加油

各位

民联领袖

我相信你是行的！

Diary #4

Busy busy busy on studying , assignments , and lab skill base 

For last week , I have worked out all my time for this so-called "essential" element in every semester

This is called Uni-life 

Btw 

I had great time with One Piece movies

During releasing my tense 

I  was overwhelmed in the Luffy's character

A little boy who has dream and pursues his dream bit by bit

without single cowardliness

Normally the one who is brave might has simple thinking

and aims for the only one ambition in his life

How I wish to have simple life like in the carton movie

But reality is real in fact

can't deny that I hate to see the reality

1st of May should be one day I could rest and lay down on bed 

However I was stuck in my homework 

Oh my god

All my friends went to sutera mall to enjoy the spirit of UBAH

while I have no idea of  this news

hahaha

new feeds in fb was filled with the photo and quotes about the politic leader's show-up

Around 70k people attended and squeezed in sutera field

and prepared for UBAH the country

wow!

My spirit goes with you although I was not there 

The hottest topic in town lately is the politic news in Malaysia

Normally everyone will keep silent during this period

while this 2013 year will be totally different for Malaysian citizens

May a better Malaysia can be leaded 

All we wish is only a peace and fair election

either lose or win

don't get agitated

face it wholeheartedly 

5 May 

vote wisely

To be a responsible Malaysian resident

がんばでください

おやすみなさい

Good night 

cut my fringe  today , not for 5MAY ...hahaha

洁芳，在天堂的你要开开心心！

17-04-2013 ：

星期三的半夜

接到一通电话 

我从睡梦中醒来

我需要再三从电话的那头确定消息

我以为我在梦里

那刻，我真的很不敢相信这一切是真的发生在你身上

因为我们上星期才见面 ， 打羽球

我还问你怎么变黑了

才知道你去了Pulau Pangkor 玩水上游戏

以前，咱们大伙儿很喜欢一起去游玩

Form 6 的旅行还深深地烙印在我的脑海里

好像才刚刚一起去了kukup, desaru , pulau tioman...

你是一位善良，懂事，乖巧，体贴的女生

你的笑声，你的尖叫声，你那灿烂的笑容

永远都在我的心里

上天为你安排最好的位置看着我们，守护着你的家人

一路好走，洁芳！

大家一大伙人在KUKUP 拍的大合照
吃，喝，玩，乐 

我们一起去Desaru 

从desaru 回来疲惫的我们

还记得你们这四朵金花吗？

~希望我们来生再见~

Diary #3

   Actually midterm break lasted for 1 week long is really not enough for me. haha. 

As stated before on fb - "Finally holiday mode is on right now!!! Excited and swear to use it fully:)" 

During this entire week , yumcha session surely is essential rather than others. 

I didn't expect that Roost in The Zone is the first place we drank and chat for twice in one week.

Randomly change from drink tea to alcohol. How dare am I .

Oiishi Japanese Cusine in Baqi Tradisional Japanese Restaurant  

The mee soup  in the left bottom makes me slurp to indicate it's  perfect match with mee.
Thank my dear ee to bring me here. Hehehe. Muacks...

JustWantCafe - rose latte has fragrance of rose , tasted good

  I choose to spend my weekend with Lee Sze whom I have longtimenosee and longtimenochat with her.

Our dating is included eat,drink from day to night.hahaha.We hate to meet the thing which is supposedly to treat us but was gone eventually. LOL . Full of funny stories behind us. Really make me laugh a whole day.

   Sudden decision to Universal Studio but my passport hasn't been redone. My dear friends who brought me to pulau kukup to do my passport and took the chance to eat the shrimp cake without the shrimp shell.

Crunchy and fresh taste. Another one is special green bean soup. Only us can get this special service in a friend's homestay with karaoke , pingpong game and mahjong game.

 

Super nice dessert after lunch in kukup.
Thanks to lit cheng and his friend.

        Another  thing to strongly mention in my holiday  is my first experience in Uss . Transformer is the best ever scenario effect compared to others. Besides that , the water world, lost world , and many other worlds where I nearly want to drop my second visit by here. Super duper amazing ! 

 

Big group photo before entering 

 

Fong Fong's handmade oreo cheesecake
gonna bomb Tealicious  with our loud laughter
I love you guys for the autocorrection of words we spell out
LOL

 

Saturday again Stay in Ah Rui's home with my bobbieLet my bobbie has her one day luxury outingDefinitely she won't be shy when meeting new looksMaybe Ah Rui's family has been treated her very wellShe is very afraid of Rui's mum chinese kungfu fanSaturday is her CNY , being brought out by me and my brother.She has loves from others.

Bobbieeeeeeeeeee
Love you +++
tonight you lovely master is going back to UTM
don't miss me too much
hahahaha

  

 

  

Diary #2

   Starting from March , I had worked as a promoter in TMN U Jusco for 4 weekends.

I had met my primary class teacher , primary classmate and of course UTM coursemates/friends.

I even need to use talking to spend the whole working time , seeming it's a bit wasteful of time,no choice , I am born to speak with somebody. 

  Learning that do the job you don't fancy , it will only make you feel boring and eventually there's no point at all besides rest, working and sleep.I don't know what working style I want , but if I want to work ,I want to work with the job I like , then I will feel full of energy like Japanese' working style (ps : they have their own language with energized spirit and make others feel like themselves) Wao. 

  Besides working , there're still quite packed study for me during this semester. I took 20 credit hours this sem . However , the lecturers for this sem is the best ever lecturers whom I can learn something from them.

Hahaha. Satisfied with these lecturers' KPI. LOL.

  I can finally shout out my midterm holiday mode is on after the hard time in preparing the test . Fell in love with my bobbie again.I had not seen her for 2 weeks ago. She becomes fatter and more active(actually everytime she will jump up and pull her hands towards me when I back home ). She can stand up-straight for around 10 minutes long. Let her to have a bath with my helpful aid. Seeing her and hugging her , I really feel fortunate to have her to be one of my family members. hehehe.

  Enjoy the holiday fully! I swear! There's a list for holiday :

1. Meeting up with old friends

2. Hanging out with Lee Sze

3. Visit dentist 

4. Injection of hepatitisB vaccine

5. Paktoh with my dear mummy

6. Reading one story book

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Diary #1

Is everyone being in smooth and success on his life? Is there no obstacle ?

Definitely, there won’t be .

Does anyone in family can make your heart broken ?There must be at least one family member will sometimes do something which will disobey your thinking .

So do we have the energy to make all the things being in well manner?

Of course, we don’t have instead of making the things worsen. We only can think positively toward our aim by changing our method rather than changing someone else mindset.

Actually, in everyone’s life , there’s no always success in lifetime.

We would do wrong and right by our own rules.

No everyone is perfect. But why we still insist to fight for perfect?

Every person do have his own standard of perfection.

But please do recall back how the way we can go perfect by our own decision.

Please think and make serious consideration on every decision we make.

Don’t look back and feel disappointed usually when we meet  obstacle on the halfway.