Diary #5

Monday - げつようび

おはよう

Inhale positively , exhale negatively

This phrase is special to me

During past Saturday and Sunday 

I attended short course in UTM

No matter how 

I just manage to be with my mummy on Mother's Day

Happy Mothers' Day 

Although it's a bit late to post

but I still want to mention my mum is my closest wholehearted friend

Although there're plenty of dissatisfying  things do happen starting from my Uni life

but I still appreciate and grateful to have you be my side

that's why I am still single now

I am not lack of this warm feeling in my heart

But I still know I need to have a boy to accompany me somehow I need it 

Nvm , I will be awaiting for it

This coming week

need to-do-list :

assignements ++

presentation

tutorial

quiz

skillbase test

Real-time CCNA Explorace

I bet I won't have enough sleep this week

I won't be free for these two weeks

hahaha

Smile to them , Say hi to them

Say hi to my coming study week (26/5)

Ganbatte ne!!!!

I can't be beaten by this heavy stroke

How I wish all of these can be skipped and straight away jump to Final test

Today 

Attending my last Japanese 1 lesson in this semester

My beauty Japanese Lecturer is going to leave  UTM this week

She is going to have a blissful marriage with her love 

Starting anew in her hometown

Feel sad that she will no longer teach us Japanese next sem

Feel happy that she has found her truly love 

せんせい , けっこん おめっでとう ございます

(Teacher , Congratulation for your wedding )

きれいせんせい ， ありがとう 。

Online fb ,

Clicking on this article 

these description has 80 % describing myself truly

I can't deny  "水瓶座的孩子总是在犹豫，渴望有人陪，可自己骨子里要求自己不准这样做。"

Keep my way up the trail

Keep my pace steadily and robustly

【水瓶座】

水瓶座，为了友情和爱情能达到一个无法想象的极限，不抛弃，不分开，哪怕不是对方的爱，但是也不纠缠，厚道直白的水瓶座纵使有太多的软弱，也抵不住它天生悲观的使者角色，如果你爱上水瓶，你得到的会是平凡的温暖和永远的爱，如果你不爱水瓶，水瓶会在静默中给予你想要的自由和未来。

水瓶座的人，笑起来是个孩子，冷起来是个谜。一抹温婉纯真的笑容就能掩盖一颗多愁善感的心。对于感兴趣的事情抓住不撒手,执着的可怕。对于不感兴趣的人没表情,连装也难。拒绝一切装的人事物。性格敏感,占有欲强烈,缺乏安全感而有依赖感。喜欢胡思乱想,过份回忆过去沉浸悲伤难释怀。自责心令人汗颜。水瓶女是很容易患得患失的，特别是在晚上容易抽风，抽的很厉害…

每到晚上就会变成林黛玉，感性的要死。想 难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己 冒险，就是爱上一个人。因为水瓶永远也不知道，自己全身心的投入，最终会换来什么。这就像是一场轮盘赌，水瓶明知可能会输，但又忍不住想投身其中。其实，水瓶真正需要的，并不是赌赢，而是一个能令水瓶收手的人。因为最终征服水瓶的人，会令水瓶失去爱其他人的能力

水瓶座的孩子总是在犹豫，渴望有人陪，可自己骨子里要求自己不准这样做。因为太爱对方，不想让对方讨厌，所以，T瓶子们想让对方觉得自己并不在乎，装的很无所谓。于是最后瓶子们真的失去了。然后，一个人默默的承受许多许多，却依然装作无所谓，却后悔那些在乎没有告诉对方。

水瓶最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。他们不知道，到最后受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何去表现。