Good Friday With You all....22th of October 2010

  

this song is nice that can relieve your mind oh ~ 

In the class , I have a long and warm talk with my rui aka classmate aka sister

We have shared stories each other ...

One of the topics is about our future

If we are separated to different University

we can't freely talk to each other about the happiness and sadness we get

how ???

if we are with our roommate with the ones whom we are unfamiliar

can we share all the stories with them ???

the ans : we can't do it ...

we have been together for quite many years 

this is our fate to be good friends

sometimes I think that if I don't want be too good with her , 

our friendship will not be as deep as we think

then we would not have this kind of feeling d 

but the friendship is built since we have the fate

how can treat it like that ?

antinomy exists in my mind==

I love my friends and my family

deeply

it's life indeed

another one topic is opened by me

if you hate your dad or mum or somebody else 

and if the one you loved had been disappeared from your side

how you feel 

I heard this from an auntie in PLKN during Buddha class

she is very regret about her doing to her dad

once her dad had been passed away

from her sincere speaking

I have gained lots

the gods we have to give the utmost respected is our mum and dad

though I have been done many troubles to them and make them angry and sad

but I am the one they care most esp my mummy

there was one day she had asked me how I will do if she has passed away ?? 

as I heard this from my mum

my teardrops had been going out

I really don't know how I can do if she is not by my side

really can't figure out it ...><

mum , you have to stop this topic la...

I never ever think about this topic

even when I see this issue on shows or truly stories 

but I won't think too much about it 

Don't wish to see the picture on my mind...

coz you are my love one

I had shared this to rui 

she also shares her a ma story to me

she would think that she had wasted the moment with her a ma

she would feel she didn't give the things she should give to her a ma who had passed away

maybe this is called life cycle ba ...
 everyone has her / his day to another world they belong to
and he / she has to put down all the things include family , friends and money
but they can take their memories with theirself

everyone would be regret as the one whom he or she loves passed away

b'coz they had wasted the moment with the ones when they are together...

or they didn't really treat them as their own

ps : as rui is talking about her a ma , my tap can't control anymore .... let it drops ...

today my respected bro had brought me to meet doctor

I am nervous and tension

afraid my condition has been worsened

WITH  my bro's big help ( fetch me from school to specialist twice )

have to note down his help a bit ...haha

his help : waits me and brings me to eat ku gua tang & zha rou ...

his help : brings me to play bowling and accompanies me to see doctor

it's a happy day with my bro^^ thx lots ya 
the sound maps is also a funny thing
 I am the last patient luckily ...
maybe the last is the best ba ... 

rui n teng xp

the doc had talked lots to me n my bro ...
coz this is the 1st time the doctor talked much to me ...haha 

forget to take pics today = =!

my bro teaches me that I have to be guang ming zheng da ... 

am I be scare to let others know my things ?

maybe I have to be fair to others ...

ps:tonight moon is with orange colour  

beautiful ....~*